It's been nearly two weeks; it's still impossible to accept. I miss her so much it's killing me.

I've been out with friends, but you can't go out with friends every evening; so now I'm at my parents house browsing the internet listening to audio plays, it's not how I saw my life. I want to be at home in my house, watching my television with my fiancee. But no, all I have are thoughts of what she's doing and who with and it taints my soul.