Sunday, 18 October 2009

Independance

Being bored last night of the quiet I went to visit my parents; this was a disastef as my mum got on to a subject well discussed and misunderstood, how I feel about my childhood.

Lets just say we differ on opinion, but it turned into this long boring discussion, where I said I don't feel independant. I was then, of course told why I was and should feel independant.

I don't like being told how I should feel; I feel how I feel.

Sunday, 4 October 2009

Embarrasment

JT invited me to a housewarming, except he didnt tell the people whose housewarming it was; that was pretty embarassing. They didn't seem to mind, but I felt a bit crap anyway.

Got a bit carred away on Rockband but it was great, made me realise I really don't need a singer for the band, I can sing well enough damn it!

Feeling abit introspective; sad, quiet, and lonely. Still.