Acceptance

I think I've accepted the situation; I've been looking for places to live, I'm going to see a life coach to see how to get back on track; now though I'm not supposed to go to my own house to see my own son, "I don't think it's a good idea" she says.

To be honest, she's right; I need to stop seeing her completely, I'm going to have to get people to drop off/pick him up for me :'-(

Though I might have accepted the relationship's over, I'm now utterly depressed because of that acceptance, I realise what I have lost and I also realise it wasn't my fault.